I fly upon terror wings
Fearless and fucking
Mad
Get the fuck back
Borne of existential dread
Drowning in the wet spot
I’ve made in your bed
Where I fucked the madness out
Of your pretty little head
What have I done
Life is not Christmas
There is no way to win this
There is no end to wish
There is no sweet salvation
In the deepest thrust I give
There is only this true moment
Firmly in my grip
Lost inside your kiss
Hiding from my secret wish
To end this
Wither in waiting
For faith in some ending
That I am pretending
To want
Because I need to want
I need to flaunt
Something
I burn in all the fear
Of my existence
In all the tears
Of your resistance
Let
Me
In
Let me win
Let me love you
Let it begin
Please let me trust you
I don’t want to win
I don’t want to win
I just want to live
I’m burning as you witness
You watch and hold your breath
You feast upon my death
To ease your breath
I burn so you can witness
But you…
You smell the meat
Feed the opportunist
And leave bruises
Broken bones
And spilt fluids
Instead
A beast
In the streets
A sweet treat
In the sheets
A lie and a trick
Made of ribbons and meat
I always give in
And she always eats
Fuck me
Everyone
Is so fucking hungry