The Colour of Blood and Other Weird Lies

I fly upon terror wings
Fearless and fucking
Mad

Get the fuck back

Borne of existential dread
Drowning in the wet spot
I’ve made in your bed
Where I fucked the madness out
Of your pretty little head

What have I done

Life is not Christmas
There is no way to win this
There is no end to wish
There is no sweet salvation
In the deepest thrust I give

There is only this true moment
Firmly in my grip
Lost inside your kiss
Hiding from my secret wish
To end this

Wither in waiting
For faith in some ending
That I am pretending
To want

Because I need to want
I need to flaunt
Something

I burn in all the fear
Of my existence
In all the tears
Of your resistance

Let
Me
In

Let me win
Let me love you
Let it begin
Please let me trust you
I don’t want to win
I don’t want to win
I just want to live

I’m burning as you witness

You watch and hold your breath
You feast upon my death
To ease your breath

I burn so you can witness

But you…
You smell the meat
Feed the opportunist
And leave bruises
Broken bones
And spilt fluids
Instead

A beast
In the streets
A sweet treat
In the sheets
A lie and a trick
Made of ribbons and meat
I always give in
And she always eats

Fuck me
Everyone
Is so fucking hungry

Cowards and Flowers

I’m trapped
In a room
Full of silent cowards
They act like mice
But their heads turn like owls

Feed them twice
And they’ll cling to you for life
Feed them at night
And you’ll be sleeping under flowers

Never trust the gut
Of a starving spineless coward

No one says a word
I speak into the void
No one says a word
Every eye avoids me

Cause no one says a word
We just repeat the things we’ve heard
Unprepared and burned by hurt
And never dare a naked word
Because we’re way too fucking scared
For that

Standing out is death
By billion rats
In hats
With teeth and traps
And all of that
Madness

Show me how you care
Show me something real and rare
A thought that’s not prepared
If you dare

No wait
A face
No walls
In place

That truly doesn’t care
If it’s seen bare
And aware
And staring
Into the void
Carelessly

Who cares
Right?

Why are you scared
Who are you scared of
Why are you scared
What are you so fucking scared of

Your face
My grace
My grave
My love

Fuck it
Fall
Fuck the monsters
We’re all androids
After all
(repeat ad infinitum)