The Colour of Blood and Other Weird Lies

I fly upon terror wings
Fearless and fucking
Mad

Get the fuck back

Borne of existential dread
Drowning in the wet spot
I’ve made in your bed
Where I fucked the madness out
Of your pretty little head

What have I done

Life is not Christmas
There is no way to win this
There is no end to wish
There is no sweet salvation
In the deepest thrust I give

There is only this true moment
Firmly in my grip
Lost inside your kiss
Hiding from my secret wish
To end this

Wither in waiting
For faith in some ending
That I am pretending
To want

Because I need to want
I need to flaunt
Something

I burn in all the fear
Of my existence
In all the tears
Of your resistance

Let
Me
In

Let me win
Let me love you
Let it begin
Please let me trust you
I don’t want to win
I don’t want to win
I just want to live

I’m burning as you witness

You watch and hold your breath
You feast upon my death
To ease your breath

I burn so you can witness

But you…
You smell the meat
Feed the opportunist
And leave bruises
Broken bones
And spilt fluids
Instead

A beast
In the streets
A sweet treat
In the sheets
A lie and a trick
Made of ribbons and meat
I always give in
And she always eats

Fuck me
Everyone
Is so fucking hungry

Heaven on Fire

Sometimes poetry can’t describe
That look in her eyes
The sound of her sigh
Or how it makes me feel inside
My mind is winding
Flying
High

I hide
My excitement
I try
But I’m blind
And alive
And lost
So gone
In her eyes

Sweet
Songs
Sing inside me

Sweet
Sublime
Sweet beautiful mind
Sweet kitten of mine
Come lay in my lap
Let me help you unwind

She parts her lips
And gasps
She moves her hips
And lets me slip
Inside her grasp

Lets me slide
And opens wide to push my might
Inside her life

She manifests
She burns desire
She drops to her knees
And sets me on fire

Soft bronze eyes
Look into my light
Look up with the longing
Of kittens and kindness

Look up with the hunger
Of ten thousand lions

While I am on fire
And lost in the highest
And brightest
Of flames of the purest desire
Pushing against her throat like a tiger
Fucking her like I’m possesed and on fire
Devouring her pain until nothing remains
But blood in our veins

Pumping out love
Like it’s made in the rain

I am the one when I’m buried inside her
She is the sun
And I’m blind
Standing by her

We will become
A great light and a fire
To bring life to the world
And to life bring desire

We’ll reach to the heavens
And then we’ll reach higher

We’ll pick up the torch
And light it on fire
We will be one
And our love be the pyre
To burn out the pain
Of the dead left behind her

I kiss her mouth and melt
She looks at me softly and knows how I felt
I hold her face in my hands and melt
I’m struck again by the hand I’ve been dealt

Thank the gods and the back door to hell